I'll try again

I am going to register for the Denver Rock N Roll on May 13th. There is a discount of $13 that day if you use coupon code lucky13. So I am going to go ahead and do that. Yeah.
I have really been struggling with my bipolar disorder. For the last month I have been going from mania to depression every 4 days or so. Ever since I took that antibiotic that cured my lung infection, it's been bad. My paranoia kicks into high gear, then I feel worthless, etc. Drinking way too much. Finally called the doctor and he increased my dose of mood stabilizer. So we will see how that goes. I know in my head that running will help, yet every morning I wake up and try to make myself go, and I can't. Even when I am manic. So that is where I am. I haven't run since my last post. There has to be a way I can make myself go! Starting tomorrow.
I will list my favorite running songs but I don't want any crap about them! :P Some of them are incredibly annoying at any other time, but hit the spot when I am getting fatigued and need a boost. Mari I listened to Jai Ho last summer and I played it so much that I got sick of it and now I forward every time it comes on. It was most excellent to run to. Another song from that movie that is good to run to is Paper Planes by M.I.A.

Ghost Town - Shiny Toy Guns (current favorite)
Bourgeois Shangri-La - Miss Li
Wait A Minute - The Pussycat Dolls
U + Ur Hand - P!nk
So What - P!nk
Wannabe - Spice Girls
Thrash Unreal - Against Me!
Womanizer - Britney Spears
Lose Yourself - Eminem
Circus - Britney Spears
Hard to Handle - Black Crowes
Walking on Sunshine - Katrina and the Waves
Suddenly I See - K.T. Tunstall
Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects
Man! I Feel Like A Woman - Shania Twain
Goody Two-Shoes - Adam Ant
Strip - Adam Ant
Waking Up In Vegas - Katy Perry